you're in my body

Belle comme un cœur.

There’s only one place that I want to be. It’s home with you, girl, so I can hear you breathe. With your hair up like you do. And that face that you give me when you’ve missed me.

I missed our girl so god-damn much. I smoked a lot and I feel so rough.
Guess this is just what I want to do.
Keeping half smoked smokes.

I’m only twenty three and I’ve got myself a family.

A list of my fears.

You used to have a face straight out of a magazine
Now you just look like anyone
I just had a change of heart
I feel as though I was deceived
I never found love in the city
I just sat in self-pity and cried in the car
Oh, I just had a change of heart.

Until I die and after I die, and when I find my way out of the land of the dead, I’ll drift about forever, all my atoms, until I find you again. And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

I get scared because I love you too much.